long long journey...

its been a long time since i posted anything here..having lots of time for now..gonna write something on my past 4 months..

its quite a long journey for me to come to the end of my poly days..nearly 3 years. time flies actually..just miss NP suddenly..it will be a part of my wonderful memory! not an ez road to come thus far..challenges and times when i feel real depress of my performance, thought of giving up..keep doubting myself whether i'll turn out to be an efficient nurse. All i can say is..i have a great God who always guide me thru and lift me up during those times. I believe he place me in nursing for a purpose:)

tough road ahead too..but with Him, what do i fear? XD had my last exam paper in poly today. felt gud to be free again before attachment is here..

busy days filled my last 4 months..and 6 more months down the road before im finally graduated as STAFF NURSE! ^^ one major change i think will be my spiritual life. knowing the importance of walking close wif God helped me to challenge myself to do quiet time & 15mins prayer every morning to grow in spiritual maturity:)

God heard my prayer. recently church camp theme talk was on "Knowing God, knowing self". inspired and encouraged to cont doing what i do and even more to it..meditating on God's word. its a gud way to dwell and digest God's word deeper..gonna practice it..(quite hard for me) lol..

Its amazing to realise the closeness we have with people around us and God once we truly experience the love for one another! God's love is unfailing^^

p.s. hope im more hardworking to post more even tho i know max only 2 people will read this...LOL

My first video =)

First Love- jaspinky




have been practising this song for months..


guess i've improved a lot~~


first love reminds me of God's love to me.. which..represents my blog name ^^


flood in comments after listening =) good or bad its fine~




thanks ....

parents as good role models nowadays?

As i was walking back home today, there was this father and son walked past me..the little boy was only around 5 yrs old. The only thing that caught my attention was the father had a cigarette in his hand..smoking away! this may be a normal sight, but i felt so sad for this boy.. even walking past smokers outside my school or anywhere else, the smell is so terrible..i would either avoid them or quickly walk past them..

yet this boy has been exposed to this smell..or observing his dad smoking since he was younger. He may not know what is this thing that his dad is holding all the while..but children at this age are good at imitating whatever they see people around them do. as he grows up, he may just gif it a try out of curiosity..saying "Dad, smoking is worth trying! It's so cool to smoke in front of my frens.. oh dad, thx for the cigarette!".. and the worse part is..the dad will always tell their children " You must never touch a cigarette! smoking is bad, bad..very bad for ur health!!"??


these innocent children don't know the consequences of being a second-hand smoker..but i believe the parents know this fact. I've wondered why they are the ones smoking and cause more harm to us 2nd hand smokers..so i found out that there's a filter on the cigarette when they smoke..but as for 2nd hand smokers..we directly inhale the harmful smoke they breathed out..



Parents are the ones who are in closest contact with the child ever since their birth day..to me, smoking is something they should avoid infront of their children..or even for the sake of their children..the little angels in their life..the love for them..

to quit smoking..

thoughts on this memorable day

Good friday and Easter sunday are 2 important days for Catholics & Christians..Jesus died n rose again..now what is main purpose for remembering good friday n celebrating Easter?i believe we grieve and reflect on what Jesus did for us on this day..it's also known as the day of repentance. knowing He suffered & died for our sins..reminds us the sacrificial love He gave us...i'm sure it pains our heart to see what He went thru as portrayed in the movie Passion of the Christ..but little did i know the philippinos does self-flagellation every good friday..which is their way of showing their repentance of sins..hmm...this made me wonder why nobody stopped this until i saw an article bout it today

http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/lifestyle/03/22/10/bishop-avoid-flagellation-crucifixion-during-holy-week

so thankfully The Roman Catholic Church are rejecting these practices & bishops actually believes that repentance and self-renewal are the true expressions of Christian faith..not self-flagellation.

aft grieving bout Jesus's death..here comes Easter when we celebrate His resurrection =) Its a joyous day & we know He lives in us..i still rmb when i was 5 yrs old..attending children's hour in main church, we used to make crafts using eggs..designing, colouring..making it so beautiful. i only knw that it represents new life..but nvr question y my Easter is all about eggs??lol..

it will be a different Easter for me this yr as i'll b spending my easter in Philippines ^^

--i'll miss the celebration going on in my church too~--

recent happenings

hmm..it's been quite long again since i last updated..
aft struggling thru 3 papers..its nt the end of my 4th sem till i've completed my 3 weeks attachment. It was a different experience because for once my attitude of going for attachment changed..been thinking y my passion for nursing seem to be decreasing..?isit due to stress or think i'm nt up for it..
and..finally i realise i've not reli been enjoying what i'm doing all this while..including going for attachments..its only like a task to complete and get gud grade for it.
so..i decided to make sure i enjoy n treasure everyday of attachment to keep my passion going!
i'm just full of energy n joy aft praying each morning b4 i left for work/attachment..(i'll use work cos it's a shorter word :P) And it worked!learning new things everyday with great sense of accomplishment..awesome frenship wif patients & nurses..gud teamwork wif frens..which i've nvr experience b4 (:

my exam grades was released on the last day of my work~was reluctant to check the sms they sent when my frens were all checking it..i donwan it to affect my mood to work..guess i'll jz wait till my shift ends then i'll take a look at it..but..i waited till 12+ i couldnt help it but to check..since all my frens started asking me bout it~ to my suprise..Thank God ^^ *never go wrong if we depend on God's strength & not on our own* He does amazing things in our life (:

Aft Sun worship tis week, i'm touched by the HS thru the songs we sang..made me realise tis God i serve is so Majestic and Almighty..so powerful..tat we fear God, and at the same time he is so loving, merciful just like a dear friend to us..no matter what happens..i knw He is there for me. This is the assurance i can find in no one else but Him..i find it so amazing & i'm so proud to be called His child :)

--nxt update will come soon--
God bless!!

be thankful =)

lately i've been facing lots of stress with my sch work n etc...
been feeling quite down and i dont see why i should remain cheerful and smile~
This is the amazing thing bout being a child of God..he always reminds me to be joyful thru songs, people around me and bible verses :)

James 1:2 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, when you face trials of many kinds..."
it isnt ez..but it is possible to remain joyful bcos the joy of the Lord is our strength..
agree??

while i was waiting for bus yday, I kept on sighing..*haizz..* "it's goin to be another tired day of sch.." totally no motivation..and while i was looking at the people boarding and alighting fr the bus..God showed me this girl who was alighting fr the bus, she looked normal to me..but i realised she had a prosthetic leg..with smile on her face..didn't bother how others may look at her. i see perseverance in her :)

Though i may feel tired and complain after walking long distance..shouldn't i be thankful that i have legs to walk?
I thank God for blessing me with voice to praise Him even though i have sore throat~
Why should i even grumble when i have lots of work to do? it seems like its never ending..but my God is a merciful God..I'm sure he'll guide me thru in evrything i do :) Thank God for His unfailing love!

Be thankful and content ^^ constantly remind ourselves to keep the spirit of joy in us~

Song by Katinas-Thank you


Just a little while longer i wanna pray can't get you off my mind so i came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as i do forget every need that you have met
Oh Thank you Lord i know You're showing me
You are there when i am out and down You're holding me Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

chorus:
here i am with all i am raised my hands to worship you
i wanna say thank you oh thank you
for everything for who you are
You cover me You touch my heart i wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay but instead You took my place
My Jesus words can't explain
Even though i dont deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed me mercy

*Thank You Lord !!

J.LaMeness

Lame joke of the day~

A: Is he a man?
B: Of course HE is a man..HE can't be a woman..
A: hmm..but HE can be a boy right?


Potato: Eggy, what will I look like if i go on a diet?
Eggy: A skinny potato??
Potato: no no..
Eggy: Thin potato??
Potato: seriously, u're dumb! Of course i'll look like french fries...


what is the difference between McD, KFC, A&W and BK?
--- their alphabets ---


are there many LOL in ur mind now??
u need more LOL --- cause u Lack Of Laughter :P

stay tune for more~