time to slow down.........

it's the start of my 2nd term of 3rd sem..looking back at my past one year, everything in my life has been going on so fast..rushing thru projects, assignments etc made me feel so tired and stressed out. i often tire myself out until i scarcely find any time to rest..even skip meals or only eat bread for my 3 meals..i thought i can save time or money by doing that..but....i was wrong.

for the past one month..i had this gastric problem. The pain is quite unbearable..no appetite to eat..n lost a bit of weight.but it was not as serious as the one i had last few days.i started vommiting the next day after i missed my dinner the day before..i feel so terrible.my whole body just feel so weak and i sleep from 9am-7pm..in between of cos i'll wake up a while...aft a long sleep and few cup of hot milk..i felt much better.Thank God~~

i never expect skipping one meal will have such terrible effect..i think God is punishing me..i wont skip meals anymore..unless there's special reason..haha..so i decided to slow down the pace of my life..i donwan to make myself so tired..i'd rather slow down..think carefully before i do anything, look at the people and nature around me..it will make my life happier i guess:)

after my trip to redang by cruise, i saw how wide and beautifule the sea is..especially the scene of sunrise..i spend lots of time looking at the clouds which i neglect usually. there was this scene that caught my eyes..at first there were dark clouds blocking the sun when it was rising..i felt so dismayed bcos i wont get to see the sunrise..how i hope the wind will blow away those clouds so that the sun will appear...aft waiting a long time..i finally saw the dark clouds slowly moving away..white clouds appear behind the dark ones and guess what came up next??
yesss..the bright sun that shines so beautifully!!:)

i will miss many beautiful things in life if i dont start slowing down now...